I think everyone gets that I can sew now. No surprises. I've also made the choice to not buy very many retail clothes and accessories because I can sew. I see the money not spent at Target or J. Crew as fabric money and that makes me happy in ways only a little Emoji can explain. (Too bad I'm not typing this on my iPad.)
But before I bought my sewing machine, I shopped all the time. No kidding. My weekends were spent at malls, at Target, at Goodwill--wherever I could find a deal. I knew when all the sales were scheduled. I spent a lot of money, but I bought a lot too--I've always been a bargain-hunter, or what my dad calls "cheap." Now that I sew, all the money I spent on clothes and shoes--there are still clothes in my closet with tags...from two years ago--goes to patterns, fabric, what have you. I still shop bargains and it's just my nature to research the hell out of something before coming to a conclusion.
Last September, I made an Amy Butler Spice Market tote from Kona and Ruby Star Rising viewmasters. It became my work bag because it seriously holds everything. Even after I made the Rebecca bag, I went back to it because it was sturdier and felt like a better carry-all for my 12 hours of commuting and working each day. But a couple weeks ago, I noticed it had some bleach marks on it (from what, I don't know--I don't know the last time I even touched bleach) and now the fabric has worn away, revealing the interfacing. It's a beautiful look, as I'm sure you can imagine. Because I don't really want to be mistaken for a homeless woman (with my frizzy hair and worn Toms, it could happen), I need to figure out a new bag situation quickly.
To be honest, I'd love to buy something leathery and grown-up. And this is where my dilemma lies. Is it bad to buy something when I can very easily make it? While I wouldn't sew with leather, I have the Spice Market pattern and lord knows I have fabric. It would also be cheaper to make it. But do I want that? I started looking around for a large tote and couldn't find anything I liked for under $50.00. To be honest, I didn't really want to spend more than $20, but I have to come to terms with the fact that I'm living in a fantasy world. I also don't like to spend more than $30 on a haircut, which is why I haven't gotten one in over a year, hence the frizziness. I'm out of touch with how things cost, because I've completely dropped that aspect from my life.
I know this isn't a life or death situation, and it barely qualifies as a problem. Oh, poor girl, should she use the skills she has or should she spend her money on a purse? But, if you sew (or knit, or crochet, or whatever), what do you do? Do you feel bad about buying something when you can make it? Normally I stick to buying things I either won't or don't want to make, such as underwear and knit tees. I can make bags.
What should I do? And if you have any suggestions, where can I find a cheap bag that will hold all my shit?